Merkules Ft Upchurch - ''monster'' | 2024 |

The lyrics reference self-harm ("stars on your wrist"), isolation, and the realization that the source of one's pain is often the reflection in the mirror .

Upchurch delivers a melodic but aggressive hook, repeating the line "Motherf***er I'm a monster," which contrasts with the song's more somber verses . Merkules ft Upchurch - ''MONSTER''

Merkules provides technical rap verses that maintain his signature "underground" flow while delving into personal hardships . Critical Reception & Context The lyrics reference self-harm ("stars on your wrist"),

The song explores dark, introspective themes including , internal demons, and the feeling of losing oneself to a "monster" within . Critical Reception & Context The song explores dark,

In early 2025, the relationship between the two appeared to sour, with Merkules releasing a track titled " Ego Intervention " (subtitled "Upchurch's Therapy Session"), which was widely interpreted by fans and critics as a diss track or a "tough love" message to Upchurch .

"" is a collaborative single by Canadian rapper Merkules and American country-rap artist Ryan Upchurch , released on February 22, 2021 . The track is a fusion of hip-hop and country-rap, characterized by a melancholic piano-driven beat produced by Thomas Toner . Production & Creative Credits Release Date: February 22, 2021 . Label: Merkules Music Inc. . Producer: Thomas Toner . Composers: Cole Stevenson (Merkules) and Ryan Upchurch . Thematic Content & Lyrics