Released on May 27, 2020, as part of the album In Defense of My Own Happiness , by Joy Oladokun is a piano-driven ballad widely praised for its raw vulnerability and spiritual resonance. Critics and listeners alike describe the track as a "soul-stirring" exploration of the human condition, often comparing Oladokun’s vocal depth to artists like Adele and Billie Eilish . Lyricism and Themes

Joy Oladokun - breathe again (from Sims Sessions) [Lyric Video]

The song’s core message is an appeal for self-compassion and a reminder to let go of perfectionism.

: Despite its somber tone, the song concludes as an anthem of resilience. The line "When the world's so heavy, I can't stand / I close my eyes and start again" serves as a grounding mantra to return to the present moment. Composition and Reception

: Oladokun has stated the song addresses the "anxiety and guilt" that can bog one down. The chorus— "Hold my breath until I'm honest / Will I ever breathe again?" —reflects the struggle to find truth and redemption amidst personal despair.

: Lyrics such as "The devil's in the basement in my home / A flight of stairs is way too close" symbolize the persistent weight of anxiety and past mistakes that "collect debts" one does not owe.